Saturday, 7 February 2009

JUST A THOUGHT: Where Did It All Go?

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Isn't it a big slap in your face when you have done a lot of sacrifices in your life for the person you loved and he never appreciated even a single thing you have done to him? What about the time when your life was about to go downhill? When you had nothing to prove then. It wasn't an issue before. Who tried to lift you up from there? Where's the respect and trust you used to have? The God-fearing person you seemed to be? Where did it all go? It's so sad that things change when you are brought to a different environment and situation. You are now out of reach! Maybe because of the wrong set of friends, allure of money, the freedom, infidelity, changes of plans, etc. Nobody knows! I just hope people will realise where their roots are. What sort of person were you long before you have these materially evolved- life at present? Now I believe, money is the root of all evil! Money is indeed important, but it is not everything! Just keep in mind, it might be hard to get out of the deep shithole again when no one else is around to help you.

Yes, I did good and bad decisions in life but I have never regretted any of them. I stand by it! I don't blame other person for my own mistakes. In fact, I have learned from them. Lastly, I know I am not a perfect person. But who is perfect, anyway? At least, I am trying to be the best person in my son's eyes. And the rest will follow.