JUST A THOUGHT: Where Did It All Go?

Isn't it a big slap in your face when you have done a lot of sacrifices in your life for the person you loved and he never appreciated even a single thing you have done to him? What about the time when your life was about to go downhill? When you had nothing to prove then. It wasn't an issue before. Who tried to lift you up from there? Where's the respect and trust you used to have? The God-fearing person you seemed to be? Where did it all go? It's so sad that things change when you are brought to a different environment and situation. You are now out of reach! Maybe because of the wrong set of friends, allure of money, the freedom, infidelity, changes of plans, etc. Nobody knows! I just hope people will realise where their roots are. What sort of person were you long before you have these materially evolved- life at present? Now I believe, money is the root of all evil! Money is indeed important, but it is not everything! Just keep in mind, it might be hard to get out of the deep shithole again when no one else is around to help you.

Yes, I did good and bad decisions in life but I have never regretted any of them. I stand by it! I don't blame other person for my own mistakes. In fact, I have learned from them. Lastly, I know I am not a perfect person. But who is perfect, anyway? At least, I am trying to be the best person in my son's eyes. And the rest will follow.

My Rambling Thoughts

It has been awhile since I have updated my blog due to hectic schedule at work and in my personal life. I would be pursuing a course (Stand Alone Module), Infection Control in Clinical Practice, commencing 17th of September until 19th of November. I would then be the link nurse in my ward regarding Infection control. Different bugs (any microscopic organism, esp. one causing disease; germ or virus) are coming out these days. It needs to be updated every so often.

On the other hand, I've been trying to work on my photography skills even more. I bought a mini- professional photo studio so that I could get a great photo using the different background and lightings. I should post more photos later. I am also studying the market for freelance photography.

School has started and Arjo is in year 9 or 2nd year in secondary level. He's turning thirteen in October. Indeed, time flies! He got his own laptop in advance for his birthday. And a mobile phone upgrade next week. I realised now that he's no longer a small kid. Gone are the days where he would be happy with just having simple toys. He will be a teenager. That hormonal chaos! But I would be there to support him 100%.

I was sent to Accident and Emergency (or ER in the USA) last week because of severe irritation/soreness and redness in both of my eyes due to "TRISTEL" solution recommended by the infection control team to counter-act the spread of infection. I was in the ward using the solution. The ENT doctor examined my eyes. Eye irrigation was carried out and eyedrops were instilled. That was the most uncomfortable feeling I've experienced. Due to the increasing complaints of the medical team like myself, risk assessment are carried out and from now on we are no longer using the solution in the ward.

That's it for today. Be back soon!